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Food: 2/2... I think, I can't see any reason why not but when I'm doing the under 100 it feels like I've eaten sooo much!
Water: 1/2... it might be a two but I just kept drinking more without counting.
Exercise: 0/2 I was rubbish!
Challenge: 1/2... I started researching my paper but didn't do anywhere near enough.
Post: 2/2 I guess.

6/10

I had some internet access fail, but on Tuesday I posted it in my diet journal so I'm giving myself points for that.

DAY 14

Food: 0/2
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 0/2
Posting: 0/2
Challenge: 0/2

2/10 (it was made of so much fail it hurt)

Day 13


Food: 2/2
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 2/2
Posting: 2/2
Challenge: 2/2 (fixed my Physics grade xDD)

(it was made of so much win it hurt)

10/10

Day 14

Food: 0/2 (horrid binge... I feel like total shit and I might throw up :(( )
Water: 2/2
Excercise: 2/2
Posting: 2/2
Challenge: 2/28/10

14/??/97

DAY 2

Tuesday Challenge: Procrastinator's Anonymous: Everyone has something they're putting off - this is your chance to finally DO it.

* I didn't do it.

Food: 2/2
Water: 0/2
Exercise: 0/2
Journaling/Posting: 2/2
Daily Self Esteem Challenge: 0/2

Total: Days 2/ Points 10/ Lbs lost 0 fuck
CW: 130 lbs
GW: 115lbs
GW2: 105lbs (ya right)

End of my cycle.

In the middle of my period so not going to weigh for a few days.

F-1/2 coffee, baked pita chips & hummos, fresh tomato sauce, ( a lot but all before 4:30pm and that's it.

W-2/2 still going
E- 2/2 ballet, 30min elliptical, 10min bike, 100 situps
p- 2/2
c- got a xmas tree! cleaning xmas & shopping

Also, i bought the ballerina tea today. feeling really bloated and disgusting after breaking my no carb month diet. drank it and a little scared of what tomorrow morning will bring. hoping for at least a good end result. anyone tried it before????

See ya tomorrow for my new day 1.
28, 8, ??

food: 1/2
water: 2/2
exercise: 2/2 (90 mins stationary bike)
post: 2/2
challenge: 2/2

total: 9/10
numbers: 12/6/114

did alright today. had vegetarian sausage for breakfast and fish tacos with cabbage, pico de gallo and avocado for lunch/dinner. i was so full and i had it at 4 so i didn't want dinner. and i finally did more than i'm supposed to for exercise! i feel much better. didn't check my weight today cause i knew it'd be bad from yesterday. :( hopefully tomorrow i'll still be at 128. my short term goal is to be 124 by next sunday when my good friend comes home from college for the holidays. tomorrow, a bunch of us from my old high school yearbook staff are going to visit the new yearbook staff and the editor is bringing donuts. but i'm just bringing a huge tumbler of tea and testing my resistance. hope everyone's day was good, xx

Food: 1/2 (was doing SO WELL and then ruined my day with dinner)
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 2/2
Post: 2/2
Challenge: 2/2, got my eye exam out of the way and bought new glasses :) They're pink!

11/7?/95

1. Testing Limits

Just how far can you take this?
How deep into skin and flesh
can you slice before you stop, gasp?

How long can you go sleeplessly
before you collapse on the bed,
hair splayed, unmoving, sick?

Just how much of yourself
can you incinerate and still exist?

How much of you is excess,
useless bits that you can carve away?

How small a shape can you whittle
yourself down to if you learn
to deny yourself everything, every day?

Try it. You can so easily
grasp all the answers
that you crave.

Just let yourself stand
on tiptoes at the very edge,
now rocking forward, now rocking back.

I can do most of these things, but when it comes to exercise.. man.. It's so f'n difficult! I wake up so early then work 8 hours a day.. when I come home I'm sooo exhausted!

Food: 1/2 (Went over by 83 Calories.
Water: 2/2 (That's about all I drink now.
Exercise: 2/2 (Mostly strength training
Post: 2/2
Self-Esteem: 2/2 Finally finished a painting I was working on for a million years.

1/0/9

and were famous
they just dont know it yet
hours and hours of time
and it hasnt gotten old yet
big eyes
we fall in luv everytime
pictures boats & ships;
n maybe instead of being angry
some ppl implode
but that woman in frisco told us we were beautiful
so we wear our hearts on our sleeve aparently
and we were born from the sea;
a lifer sence
we knew what eyes were meant for
you have to know
how brilliant they can explode
in strands of midnite western stars
shooting water and steam
your iris blue green
and hair like those sunset fields

Food: 1/2
Water: 1/2
Exercise: 2/2
Journaling/Posting:2/2
Daily Self Esteem Challenge:2/2
1/??/8

omg this is from yesterday and i have to make it quick or i'll be late for work. starting back to ballet officially now that i am more healed. it's been a months... of being injured and doing the 28 days. today is my 28th i can't believe it.
i have to confess yesterday was the hardest and i actually caved and had carbs for the first time. my body was getting used to the same boring nothing everyday and finally couldn't take it. i went to the store and got some baked pita chips and hummos and a wheat lean pocket. ugh pathetic. and my stomache feel like shit, not to mention i have my period. it's probably all tied together. today i'm fasting for my last day but i'm not really sure what kind to do.. just not eat? only water?? what are the choices. right now i'm having coffee and that's it until i figure it out. any suggestions. or any laxative suggestions. i never really do it but i'll be in a leotard on stage tomorrow and have to look amazing.
take care all. have a great day. :)
f-0/2
w-1/2
e/0/2
p-0/2
c-2/2
worst # day so far but at least it was on the 27th day. i'm glad it took me that long to cheat. now moving on and forward.

27,8,??

Food - 2/2 estimate of 683 calories. i need to start fasting again
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessums
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i did my nails (need to cut them for when i get my blackberry storm tomorrow!), did my eyebrows and i'm going to hit up the tanning salon tomorrow <3

food: 0/2 (ugh. too many calories and it wasn't good for me either)
water: 2/2
exercise: 2/2 (30 mins stationary bike)
post: 2/2
challenge: 2/2

total: 8/10
numbers: 11/6/105

i was 128 when i woke up this morning! :) but i'm afraid i may have blown it with today. i did absolutely awful :\ i had chipotle for lunch which may have quite a bit of calories but at least it's semi-healthy (lots of veggies) but then i also had some starbursts. i didn't eat anything more after that though, which made me feel a bit better. i'm hoping i won't gain too much cause of this because i'm finally getting close to my goal. 8 pounds, that's probably the closest i've ever been. i know i'll keep wanting to lose more, but 120 is my first landmark. anyway, hope everyone had a better day than myself. will be doing extra exercise tomorrow to make up for today! xx

food: 1/2 had around 500 calories kinda disappointed in myself but hopefully things will become easier.
water:2/2
exercise: 1/2
post: 2/2
self esteem: 2/2 took a bubble bath while listening to music

1,0,8

DAY 1

Monday Challenge: "Celebrate Me! Give yourself a facial, take a bubble bath, get a few minutes to yourself, etc. Do something to make yourself feel good."

*Today I lay around and took care of myself because I felt sick.

Food: 860cal 0 pnts
Water: Hardly 0 pnts
Exercise: 30 mins 2 pnts
Journaling/Posting: 2 pnts
Daily Self Esteem Challenge: 2 pnts

6 points total

..... so pretty much, i suck.

Starting Weight: 130lbs

DAYS 1/ 0 pounds lost

Food: 2/2
Water: 1/2
Exercise: 2/2 (using my pass early this week, hopefully that will inspire better habits again tomorrow)
Post: 2/2
Challenge: 2/2

10/7?/86

Okay so I started a couple days ago and did really well and then my mom was on to me and just about murdered me so I had to eat normal and not exercise, so I'm starting this again with a clean start cause I know I can do it properly. My mom isn't going to find out though cause she's gone now.
So here's Stats again ,
Name: Aurora
Age: 17
Height: 5' 8"
HW: 130
CW: 128
GW1: 120 (by christmas eve)
GW2: 115 (by January 6th)
UGW: 105-100

So today,
Food: 2/2 -300 Cals even though I'm allowed 1000 cals in a day
Exercise: 2/2 - At least 40 minutes of FAST walking in the deep freeze we call Canada.
Water: 2/2 - had Pllleeenty. Much more than 64 oz
Challenge: 2/2 On my way to have a bubble bath now and went to my psychologist appointment early so i could stop at second cup and write for an hour.
Post: 2/2

1/0/10

Food: 1/2... goddam alcohol!
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 0/2
Challenge: 0/2
Post: 2/2

5/10. Argh, rubbish today! Only 600 eaten but so many more drunk. I don't even deserve a 1 frankly!

So..

4/10